Journal Entry #7 Best Day Ever!!!!!

"Good morning sweetheart. Make haste, a miracle awaits you today." said the Spirit of The Lord. Eyes opened wide from sleep, "A miracle? Oh You got my attention now," I thought jumping up from my bed. Evelyn and I got ready for service in a jiffy. Breakfast, dressed in our Sunday best, before you knew it, we were sitting in the pews of the sanctuary, heart in expectation, ready to receive. For my Heavenly Papa have a miracle for me today.

"God wants to heal someone brokenness today. He's here with your miracle." The Pastor of the church stood in the pulpit and shouted out. I immediately jumped up and started praising God. I just knew that was for me ... and it was! The Holy Spirit instructed me to walk to the altar. My miracle awaited me.

Standing at the front of the congregation, The Word of God came forth ....

"I Am The Lord Thy God and I will say to you, take a look back over your life, look at all I've bought you from and through. You've came such a mighty long way in me. I know it all broke your heart. I know you pressed your way through it all. I know you felt as if you were tempted past what you could stand on last year, yet you diligently sought me. With your whole heart you sought me and you found me, and I am so very well pleased. You waited on my every instruction. You didn't hearken your ear to any other voice besides mines. When you felt as if you were at a fork in the road, you sought my wisdom. When you entered my presence daily you came looking for Me, not my hand, not what I could do for you, nor did you bring with you your problems. You only came for me. Many looked upon you as if you had lost your mind.They knew what you were up against. They knew of the turmoil that was in your life, yet you didn't murmur or complain. You didn't walk about with a sad countenance, but you rejoiced in me. You rejoiced as if you had gone mad. You praised me at all times. Oh how very well pleased I am."

"Now I desire to gift you with the discerning of spirits. I desire to take you to another level in the natural as well as in the spiritual. What is it that I got from you? What was is it that I desired from you on last year? I will say to you, as you stand before me this day, you stand as a Woman of Character. I have redefined and sculpted your inner beauty. It is your heart that makes you far above rubies. It is the adorning of your inner being that sets you apart. I have called you to carry my glory and my glory you shall carry. You will put out the fires in burning homes. You will bless many with your testimony, both wives and husbands."

"There is no more brokenness because I am removing it NOW. Every battle has an expiration date and I am ending the battle and delivering you THIS day ( Praise Insert). I am commanding the devil to loose your goods and return them seven folds. I'm speeding up your blessing as promised. You will begin to see everything move at a faster pace. I will say to you, Be Still And See My Salvation."

Ayyyyyyyyyyyyye! When God spoke that he was taking me out of the battle and establishing me, I lost it in Praise!!I literally went into an uproar right at the altar Lol!! I jumped, screamed, punched the air, thumped my chest, all the while crying tears of joy!! It is finished! I passed the test!! I stood while God fought my battle. I didn't give in or act out of character during my time of refinement, the testing of my Faith. I didn't bow to un forgiveness, bitterness, resentment, or pain, but instead I set my face as a flint. I stood on every Promise of God and increased my Faith in his Word. I forgave super quick when my enemies mocked and cursed me. I didn't render evil for evil. I was constantly reminded that there was no need to seek my own justice, because vengeance belonged to The Lord. He promised to repay. I died to myself in every way possible on last year. I bore my cross of shame. I was put on the Potters Wheel and I allowed God to have his way with molding me. I knew in order to partake in Gods glory, I had to partake in his sufferings. Did I have some weary days? Yes! Were there some days I wanted to scream and give up? Yes! Through it all I was kept in perfect peace. Through it all I had joy. It was in my state of weakness that I experienced the sufficiency of Gods unmerited grace. Many of you reading this blog post know EXACTLY what I had to endure. From January to December, my heart broke into a thousand pieces, but God has miraculously healed every wound. At times I like to put my hand over my chest and just feel the beating of my heart. I feel soooo gooooooood (I keep stressing how amazing of a job Jesus did on my soul, 'cause Lord knows I was pretty beat up coming out of battle). I CAN NOT wait to bring the fullness of Gods beauty from my ashes on last year. He truly truly turns your mourning to dancing and your shame into glory. There is more that God spoke to me on that day, the fate of my enemy and my assignment out of it all ... however, I am not permitted to share.

So what made this particular Sunday in February of 2021 so great and remarkable? This was the day that my Heavenly Father saw it fit to take his daughter out of battle, establish her feet, heal her wounded soul and restore!

"Alexa, play "I'm Coming Out" by Diana Ross.

Jesus Is Just That Good,

Pamelia Wallker