Suprise! My Ministry + New Site + More Is Here!

The Suprise that I last blogged about is officially here! My ministry, "To The Heart of The Father" makes its grand debut today! ^insert jumping and screaming^ Why am I so excited?! Well, this baby/ministry, "To The Heart of The Father" birth wasn't the most pleasant, but it was surely worth it. Before I introduce you guys to it, I must take you back to the drawing board of how, why, and when this ministry was first conceived.

In the year 2019, a weighty prophecy was given to me in regards to my future ministry and marriage."You have conceived a baby (ministry) in the Spirit. The bearing and labor of it will come with great pain, but you must not abort the process. When it is time, get out of the boat like Peter and come to me. I chose you out of your family line to be a light and break generational curses that it now carries. A great release will come to your bloodline through your deliverance. During the time of your laboring, do not steer to the left nor to the right but keep coming to me. I will use you to be an aid to your husband during a time of disability and your assignment will soon follow. Be Still and know that I will move greatly upon the heart of your marriage, I will do the unimaginable. I will use your life to bring many women into the knowledge of Jesus."

Well at the end of 2019, God's prophecy began to come to pass. My husband had a near-death car accident, and as prophesied, God used me to aid in saving his life. Shortly after my husband's accident, still, in grief and recovery, I discovered the most traumatizing, heartwrenching news a wife could discover, my husband was having an affair, he had fallen into the forbidden sin of adultery. With such news came the news that we were expecting, only to find out a week later that I was miscarrying. Not long after our fourth wedding anniversary, March 12th, 2020, my husband asked for a separation. Shortly after, I came home to an empty home - our oldest daughter's room empty and the closet of my husband, bare. Everything was falling apart so fast. I was forced to skip payments on bills and I soon lost my car to repossession. Family became estranged. The very ones that I thought would help, left. And the very one that I confided in and cried to, began to dine with my Enemy. Everything that I had grew to love and cherish, everything that stood on my foundation was stripped away and I was left with nothing. The mockery, disrespect, and shame all came rushing through the doors of my life. I retreated from the public eye and found refuge in the arms of The Father.

Feeling every emotion possible except loved, I broke. At a time of rejection, The Father gathered me in his loving arms and allowed his baby girl to weep in his bosom. For days I could only cry out from a place of deep agony and heartache. It was in the comfort of his arms that I felt safe. And it was then, while being cradled and shushed by the assurance of his still voice, did the pursuit of "The Heart..." come about. Patient, understanding, and gentle he caressed strength back into me and guided me to the trusting hand of Jesus. For it was time to walk The Valley of The Shadow of Death and come into alignment with my Destiny.

It was in The Valley of The Shadow of Death, during the time of a great deliverance that I became clay in the hands of Jesus, being molded into the Woman of Valor that I am today. It was in The Valley that I was girded with the strength to walk and not faint, run and not become weary. In the Valley I experienced Jesus sticking closer than a brother, being the fourth man in the fire. Friends left, family soon became foes, but I wasn't forsaken. In The Valley did The Word of God become life unto my famished body, and strength to my inner man. The Word became my hearts' greatest delight, a sweetener to my mouth, a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path. His Truth, which He promise will set us free, broke the shackles of depression and oppression off of my mind. It was His Word, while in The Valley that purged my heart of the impurities of bitterness, unforgiveness, resentment, and anger. The Holy Spirit as my compass, guided me while on the path of righteousness for the namesake of Jesus, leading me, ministering to me, encouraging me. The Spirit of The Lord became my best friend. It was during the Valley that I became a Woman of War - my hand being taught to war and fingers to fight by the greatest Warrior of all time, Jesus. My face became a flint against the wind that blew ferociously against my Faith. I became unmovable, unshakable. Many looked upon my life in amazement as God's grace rested upon it. I grew in Wisdom as I daily digested the Word. Through prayer and fasting, I humbled myself under the Mighty hand of God, to be exalted in his due season. God began to speak so profoundly to my Spirit through dreams and visions. Encouraging me to run the race that was set before me, enduring to the end. I experienced every mental attack possible during the beautiful process of purification. Yet, I kept walking by faith and not by sight. The Spirit of the Lord never ceased from reminding me of God's promises that were spoken over my life. In the end, after climbing to the mountain top, restoration hit my life in areas unimaginable, bringing me to my current place.

Out of the fire, out of the Valley, I stand all heart. Life full of signs and wonders from God, ready to go to the eye of the storm and pierce the kingdom of darkness with the Glory of God as my defender and rear guard. I've been sent with the message of "Relationship." Ministering and teaching the vitality of a relationship with our Father. The good gifts of healing, protection, restoration, purpose, deliverance, prosperity, rest, justice, favor, wisdom, and so much more all lie within The hands of The Almighty, yes. But we're going to pursue "The Heart of The Father", together. Amazement will be an understatement of what God has done thus far in my life. I am in awe. The most incredible thing one can ever do is trust God at all costs. For he truly wants to give you beauty for ashes.

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Jesus Is Just That Good,

Pamelia Walker